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These are just some of my newest things. Please don't judge by the newest thing in my gallery! Look through my gallery before you make any assumtions about me. Hope you enjoy it!

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I have many diffrent folders for my favorites, cheek them out, they're all great!

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Commissions

Realistic
You Are My Sunshine - UPDATED by BengalTiger4
Zack Fair by BengalTiger4
Faceless Love by BengalTiger4
A photo to do this is very helpful. If you have an idea I can find stock photos or you can show me which ones to use.
Ghost Cats
Cheshire Ghost Cat by BengalTiger4
Koi Ghost Cat by BengalTiger4
TARDIS Ghost Cat by BengalTiger4
Slade Ghost Cat by BengalTiger4
This was an idea I came up with for an art project and I would love to keep doing them. I can do almost anything with them. Some can even be done a bit differently like the one I did for Slade from Teen Titians, I took one of the eyes away from the cat. Take a look at the whole album: bengaltiger4.deviantart.com/ga…

If you would like me to physically send you the 4x7 of it it will be extra points.
Typography
Katniss by BengalTiger4
Twilight Saga -2- by BengalTiger4
Samhain Corvus LaCroix by BengalTiger4
Any word turned into a drawing.
Animated Animals
Olivia the Kitty by BengalTiger4
Pray for Japan by BengalTiger4
Suki's Wolf Pup Form by BengalTiger4
Almost any animal, pokemon, digimon, etc in anime form.
Chibis
Chibi Absinthe by BengalTiger4
Valentine Chibi by BengalTiger4
I'm better at animals in chibi form, but I will do humans as well.
Anime
Absinthe's Deer by BengalTiger4
Kyle and Kendra - Black and White by BengalTiger4
Ballerina Princess by BengalTiger4
Miku? by BengalTiger4
I don't do much anime on my free time any more, but I will still do anything the best I can. If you would like a background it would be 10 more points.

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Kendra
Artist | Student | Photography
United States
Kidd and Play Photography
Photographer and Face Painter: Kidd and Play Photography and Face Paint

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Kendra. 21. January 12th. 5'4”. Taken. Indiana. Illinois. New Jersey. Texas. Indianapolis Zoo. IMAX. Knox. Herron. Circle Sanctuary. Candy Kingdom. Caster. Blue Blood. Card Captor. Ghost. Divergent/Abnegation. Future Companion. Hufflepuff. Witch. District 10/Rebel. Earthbender. Shadowhunter. Princess. Ninja. Trainer. Believer. Sailor Scout. Endless. Sherlocked. First Order. Werewolf. Dhampir/Guardian. Artist. Avid Reader. Brunette. Capricorn. Collector. Cosplayer. Designer. Face Painter. Feminist. Gamer. Geek. Goth. Green-eyed. Loud. Neo-Pagan. OCD. Organizer. Pan/demisexual. Photographer. Planner. Poet. Procrastinator. Raver. Role Player. Sarcastic. Steampunk. Strong-Spirited. Techie. Writer.

.hack. Adventure Time. Alice in Wonderland. Beautiful Creatures. Biniwood. Black Bird. Blue Bloods. Card Captor Sakura. Chobits. Code Lyoko. Danny Phantom. Disney. Divergent. Doctor Who. Drrr!! Fairy Tales. Final Fantasy. Firefly. FMA. Fruits Basket. Harry Potter. Hold Me Closer Necromancer. Host. Hunger Games. Immortals. Last Airbender/Legend of Korra. Lion King. Marvel. Miyazaki Films. Mortal Instruments/Infernal Devices. Narnia. Naruto. No.6. Ouran High School Host Club. Pokemon. Princess Bride. Rise of the Guardians. Sailor Moon. Sandman. Scott Pilgrim. Sherlock. Star Wars. Tales of Symphonia. Teen Titans. Toy Story. Twilight. Vampire Academy. Vampire Kisses. Vocaloid. Wolves of Mercy Falls.

Cats. Crows. Deer. Dogs. Dragons. Dragonflies. Foxes. Hedgehogs. Lemurs. Lions. Otters. Peacocks. Rabbits. Ravens. Red Pandas. Sheep. Tigers. Wolves.

1950's. Amusement parks. Animals. Anime. Art. Books. Buttons. Coins. Comics. Cosplay. Costume Design. Cultures. Egypt. Elements. Europe. Face Paint. Fashion. Film Design. Food. Friends/Family. Gaming. Gemstones. History. Japan. Jewelry. Languages. Math. Magic. Movies. Museums. Music. Notebooks. Photography. Poetry. Rainbows. Religion. Romance. Runes. Science. Seasons. Stars. Tattoos. Technology. Theatre. Tv Shows. Weddings. Writing. Zodiac.

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Here are a few websites you can find me on. If a site isn't listed you want to know about just message me, or most of the time you can find me by searching BengalTiger4. Don’t be afraid to message me!
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You can also email me at kkiddphotography@gmail.com


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"Open mind, open heart"

"The Earth without art is just eh."

"Before you judge me, make sure you're perfect."

"Don't judge someone by the opinions of others."

"To love and be loved is the greatest joy on earth."

"Only those who walk the border line can see both sides."

"We must not hold a grudge and we must learn to endure."

"Once you love someone, that person is forever a part of you"

"You build up a world of magic because your real life is tragic."

"For what we want most, there is a cost must be paid in the end."

"If people are trying to bring you down, it only means you're above them."

"Everything will turn out great in the end. If it isn't great, it isn't yet the end"

"Don't give up on someone if you cant go a day without thinking about them."

"Speak in such a way that others love to listen to you. Listen in such a way that others love to speak to you."

"If you love someone, put their name in a circle, not a heart, because hearts can be broken, but circles never end."

“The way people treat you is a statement about who they are as a human being. It is not a statement about you.”

"The first thought that goes through your mind is what you have been conditioned to think. What you think next defines who you are."

“Life is like a camera. Focus on what’s important. Capture the good times. Develop from the negatives. And if things don’t work out, take another shot.”

"We were given two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."

"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."

"I must learn to love the fool in me, the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries."

They rule my world :heart:



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Hi all.
I know its been a while since writing an update and now it's even been a bit since submitting anything. I've got some explaining to do I guess.

First of all, I am in fact taking a photo every day still for my 365 day project. I sadly, have not been editing photos every day though. I'm lucky to touch my computer once in a whole week. I'm trying to catch up on my editing the best I can, but it's just really hard right now. I am almost two months behind on editing and uploading them. This saddens me to say the least, but with the way my life is, I'm just proud of myself that I'm remembering to take a photo every day.

That being said, I'm stressed out. I'm beyond stressed out. Hell is breaking loose inside my head at times. My mental health sucks. I have never been this depressed before and it's eating up inside. My physical health doesn't show it though. I'm loosing weight (in a good way), I'm eating better, I'm taking care of myself, and I'm making changes in many ways. That seems to be the only bright side of my life right now though. My job is killing me. It's the main stress factor right now. I've decided that I'm leaving at the end of the season, which is October. I can no longer take being a Supervisor, but I don't even want to work for this company anymore, so I don't want to demote myself and be a line employee again. I'm sticking out being a Supervisor until the end of the season. That will give me two seasons as management. Being a Lead and then a Supervisor has helped me a lot and I've grown from the experiences, but I'm tired. I never wanted this as a career, so I need to start my actual career. 

I won't get into it, but the person I'm working is what is killing this the most for me. I'm stressed out all the time because of it. I'm not being just a Supervisor when I'm working under them, I'm being at least a Senior Supervisor, if not an Assistant Manager at times. I do not get paid enough to do the amount of stuff I've been doing. I've finally said enough is enough though and I've made it so I'm only working four days a week, instead of five or six, and I'm not taking it upon myself to fix things that weren't my fault. Everything gets done when I'm in the second MOD for the night on Mondays and Tuesdays and besides that I look after my stand and my employees. I don't answer texts or calls on my days off. I don't fix things that went wrong while I was on my days off. I just deal with the days I'm there. I make the schedules, I write emails, I stock my stand, I clean my stand, and I make as much money at the stand as I can. This year has been slow for some reason though. And because of that, I seem to be the one to blame for that. I'm not asked "Hey, you're making as much as you usually do, what's wrong? What can I do to help?". Instead, I'm told "You're not making as much as you usually do, you need to utilize your time." That is not how you manage a company/park. Employees are not cared for under this person. All that's cared for is themselves and that's it. Expects us to do everything, but can't lift a single finger their self.

So, besides my terrible life at work, I'm also pretty lonely lately. I see my boyfriend when I can, but most of my friends live far away from me.  It's just been difficult lately for a lot of things including work and being lonely and I just don't really know what to do abut it. I'm trying my best to get better and my boyfriend is helping me a lot too, but you know... I'm still trying to figure out what I want to do with my life when it comes to my business and where I want to go besides that. I have an opportunity to go to Japan next year as well and I hope that will be good for me to travel before I can't do it anymore.

So I'm sorry about the rant of a journal for this update, but I'm trying my best to edit photos and get my life together. I promise I'm not dead though, but I might just not be all here. Thank you all for staying with me and watching me grow as an artist. I owe you all.

-Kendra
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  • Watching: Twilight

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LudwigSpove Featured By Owner May 7, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the +fav Heart 

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cricketumpire Featured By Owner May 2, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for faving my rainbow submission    Rainbow Flyer   

 Little glitter rainbow     I'm glad you enjoyed it Kendra   Extremely excited   Please do keep on watching???
   
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MissMatix Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2016
Thanks for adding "Solitude" to your favourites! <3
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SnowyDivaCreations Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav on Carnation :hug:
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ArtsMusicandStuff Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you for all the favorites! They really mean a lot! :happybounce: :happybounce: 
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